I don’t know why it has taken me so long to be back here! Any way I want to be active again. I was busy discovering the neighborhood, preparing for my holiday in Amman, Ramadan, and get ready for leaving my family & Jordan :(


Now I’m in Canada! I was afraid that cold & winter have started, but hamdolela there are some few days to enjoy.

I Miss Our Sky

Canada has a low and wide sky! Don’t ask me why!


Sometimes when it’s cloudy I imagine myself jumping to catch the cloud, and stretching my body to touch the sky!


When a airplane passes by* it keep flying, passing & still crossing the sky!!

*In Jordan –when we were kids- while we see an airplane flying, we shout “TAYARA, TAYARA” we run to see it before it disappears! I really miss our sky!

Welcome Taiba

I was having lots of plans to do before my little girl arrives, we still need to buy her stuff & ours as well.I was expecting to give birth during the second week or so of my last pregnancy month.

But! on the second day of 9th month, I was surprised that my girl is on the way!

On 12/2/2012 @ 9:59 pm Taiba has arrived to this world, hamdolela, I suffered during delivery, but when I saw her, i totally forgot what i faced.

She's tooo tiny! a 2.5 kilo!

Sobhan Allah, whatever we plan, Allah has better plans to us.

في ذمة الله يا رفيقة النضال

كُلُّ مَنْ عَلَيْهَا فانٍ . وَيَبْقَى وَجْهُ رَبِّكَ ذُو الْجَلالِ وَالإكْرَامِ

علا معاذ ... الله يرحمك يا رفيقة النضال

Home in Canada

Although I have never ever thought that I’ll gonna have a home here in Canada! But seems I need one, even here!

Still we didn’t settle down, still we are searching for an apartment, even for a room! we just wana a place to consider it as home, I drop what I said! I’ll have home here, and can’t wait to find it, and say Home Sweet Home ..

à Montréal

Across the seas, with -14 degree, from Montreal I send my regards.

One simple word describes it at the moment! It’s so gray!!!

Flying to Montreal

Seems 2012 gonna be a year full of changes!

Mhmdy & I are flying to Canada/Montreal as we have applied for immigration since ages, and finally we’ve got the visa!

By first of January I’ll be there! :S I’ll give birth there inshalla!

Can’t concentrate! Don’t know from where I shall start! What should I do! My to do list is too long! We’ve bought the bags yesterday, so you can say one item is done.

I’m not that much excited! As I said once I’m neutral towards everything! Even toward this shift! I just wana go their & end the 4 years period & return back here!

I haven’t lived out of Amman all my life! How it gonna be! Can I cope toward my homesickness & missing my family! Would I survive & get a life there?