Wednesday, January 26, 2011

You're my Sunshine


Today, while kissing Mariamty, I've noticed a small head swelling at the right side!
I hugged her, and cried silently, I didn't want her to see my tears, cos she won't allow me to carry her or even touch her, it seems I look ugly and scary when I cry!

I hate when I feel this, or say this: it seems soon!!!
Why soon! Cos beside her daily headache, when night comes, she puts her head on my chest, and she turns off, as if she's out of electricity, then she starts vomiting for hours!

Hamdolela, when morning comes, she's full of energy, joy, fun, & hunger!

I wait for daylight, as I always loved the sunshine …

Mariamty … you're my daylight, you're my sunshine …

8 comments:

LioneSS said...

May Allah bless her to be always your sunshine :)

Allah mercy is bigger than we imagine and Allah always around us :)

Keep smiling for your lovely Maryoomeh :) and give her a kiss from aunti LioneSS :D

rare said...

Thanks LioneSS, ameeen ya rab, inshala kol 3omrewk ma btshofe shar.
I try always to show her my smile, ... ur kisses were delivered :)

Anonymous said...

بتعرفي اني هلا انا بالشغل و ببكي خايفة حدن يشوفني جد
ابكيتيني بصراحة
ممكن اي ام تنحط بالموقف الي انت فيه بس طريقتك بالتعامل الي بتنبع عن ايمانك بالقضاء و القدر هي اهم شي

ديري بالك ع حالك و الله يفرجها يا رب

rare said...

انشاءالله ما بتنحطي بهيك موقف و ما بتشوفي شي بزعل ...

Sh@100 said...

it's never soon nor far ... its when God's will.

Allah yej3al yomi abel yomha setti :)

i love the both of u.

rare said...

lol sh@100, nbda mn el akbr :) inshalla ana ablkom :) lov u too

Lily said...

ربي إن في قلبي أشياء كثيرة ,,,, لا أستطيع البوح بها لأحد سواك ,,,,
أنت تعلم سري وما يضمره قلبي ,,, ربي بكلمة ( كن ) منك تسعد حياتي ,,, ربي قل لأمنياتي كوني ,,, فتكون

I Love you and mima so much! and i know its so hard to see our cute princess sick and tired, but what always soothes me is that She's a child and God will always be by her side i'm sure that God has a better plan for all of us...She's looking for a better place that this world, she's looking for something different and easier..
she chosed that place for her Mummy and Daddy too!!
She's a Gift from God.

rare said...

\/\/elcome |i|y ...
I like this saying, thanks for being by my side, ur words make me strongger ... walla she's th best gift from Allah, may \Alla bless u & ur coming family ...