How it dares to be inside you!
How it dares to fight your body!
How it dares to cause you pain!
How it dares!
Was it because of my fingers?
Was it because of my shirt?
Was it because of the bath?
Was it because of your tinny thumb?
Oh my little girl, I'm really sorry, I'm sure it's my fault in a way or another!
Oh Mariam, I know it hurts!
Mariam has got an Ameba :( even babies can't escape from Ameba in Amman!
Inshalla you'll get well soon.
Saturday, June 06, 2009
Monday, May 25, 2009
Welcome Mariam
She's between my arms now!
She's in touch with me …
She's a real …
She's in touch with me …
She's a real …
She's not a dream any more …
She's my daughter ...
She stares at me,
I think she knows me …
She listens carefully to me,
I think my voice reminds her when she was inside …
Oh, she surrounds her petit fingers around my huge index …
I have to go, I really miss her …
She stares at me,
I think she knows me …
She listens carefully to me,
I think my voice reminds her when she was inside …
Oh, she surrounds her petit fingers around my huge index …
I have to go, I really miss her …
Hamdolela on having you ...
Welcome to life Mariam
13/5/2009 8:50 PM
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Waiting You
Days are running so fast, and inshalla soon you'll be between my arms :)
Do you know something! I will miss you being inside, I’ll miss your kicks and other movements that I still wonder what were they!
Soon we'll be TWO, not ONE any more, soon we'll be separated once the physical connection is cut. But what I wish is not to cut our emotional one. I want to be more than a mom for you, I want to be your lover, your sister, your friend, and inshalla we'll enjoy our life together :)
Looking forward holding you.
Do you know something! I will miss you being inside, I’ll miss your kicks and other movements that I still wonder what were they!
Soon we'll be TWO, not ONE any more, soon we'll be separated once the physical connection is cut. But what I wish is not to cut our emotional one. I want to be more than a mom for you, I want to be your lover, your sister, your friend, and inshalla we'll enjoy our life together :)
Looking forward holding you.
with love,
rare
Monday, March 02, 2009
أنفاقنا و أنفاقهم
ما الفرق بين أنفاقنا و أنفاقهم؟
أليست كلها أنفاق!
أليست كلها أنفاق!
لماذا أنفاقنا ينقّب عليها و من ثم تُدّمر، وأنفاقهم ما زال البناء جاريا فيها.
لماذا أنفاقنا سرية ليس لهل شرعية، بينما أنفاقهم علنية وليست جريمة.
أنفاقنا هي الروح و الفخر و الحياة على الأرض،
أنفاقهم هي وهم وذل و مخطط تحت الأرض.
لماذا أنفاقنا سرية ليس لهل شرعية، بينما أنفاقهم علنية وليست جريمة.
أنفاقنا هي الروح و الفخر و الحياة على الأرض،
أنفاقهم هي وهم وذل و مخطط تحت الأرض.
أنفاقنا مبنية على الحق، أنفاقنا حقيقة الحياة ... في غزة.
أنفاقهم مبنية على باطل، أنفاقهم وهم مزعوم ... تحت القدس.
أنفاقنا رمز التحدي، و صراع الإغاثة. في بنائها فن العمار و سر البقاء،
أنفاقهم رمز الخوف، و إثبات الوجود. في بنائها نيّة الدمار و سلاح الجبناء.
كم من منفق يساعد أنفاقنا على أن تستمر في العطاء؟ لا أحد.
كم من منافق يقوّي أنفاقهم على الانتشار؟ كُثر.
لا نريد تهديم أنفاقهم، فذلك يعني انهيار ما فوقها، ما نريد هو إيقاف توغلها.
لا نريد تفجير أنفاقنا، فذلك يعني منع وصول أساسيات الحياة، ما نريد هو رفعها من تحت الأرض إلى فوقها.
ما الفرق بين أنفاقنا وأنفاقهم؟
لماذا أنفاقهم لا أنفاقنا؟
Friday, February 06, 2009
Cute Baby Girl
You are a little cute girl :) that's what the Dr. has told us after doing the 4D!
Hamdolela :) I'll gonna have a girl to grow with and to be my friend!
As for your name "Mariam" is the winner until now!
Your father is happy too, we are waiting you :)
Hamdolela :) I'll gonna have a girl to grow with and to be my friend!
As for your name "Mariam" is the winner until now!
Your father is happy too, we are waiting you :)
Feeling the First Kick!
Your first move was on 31/12/2008; my last working day!
I came home, without dropping any single tear in the office, saying good bye for all, and imagining I'll never be back as an employee this was really hard, but I did it, and I have held my breathe with my tears.
I reached home, and act normally as if nothing has happened; I don't wana think about t it! Then suddenly I started crying loudly, and I started losing my breathe away – actually from my first pregnancy day I used to have a loose in my breathe when acting with energy. I felt I was going to die, I have even said "el shahadaten" :)
Then Mhmdy calm me down, and I started to feel ok.
After all this, I have felt someone inside me kicking, as if telling me "Mammy, are you ok?", "Mammy I'm here". I've moved to cloud number 9, it was your first move my baby!
I came home, without dropping any single tear in the office, saying good bye for all, and imagining I'll never be back as an employee this was really hard, but I did it, and I have held my breathe with my tears.
I reached home, and act normally as if nothing has happened; I don't wana think about t it! Then suddenly I started crying loudly, and I started losing my breathe away – actually from my first pregnancy day I used to have a loose in my breathe when acting with energy. I felt I was going to die, I have even said "el shahadaten" :)
Then Mhmdy calm me down, and I started to feel ok.
After all this, I have felt someone inside me kicking, as if telling me "Mammy, are you ok?", "Mammy I'm here". I've moved to cloud number 9, it was your first move my baby!
Monday, December 08, 2008
Soon ... Unemployed!
I haven't thought I will have the full courage to do it!
Anyway it’s done now!
I have quitted!
Yes I did!
Why!!!
This is what I wanted to do long time ago, I’ve got enough stress, tension, and exhaustion, beside feeling bored toward it.
I need time to organize my life, before having our new member in the family :)
I need to stop running! I need to act in somehow slow emotion.
I need to take care of my better half, my new home, and myself!
I wanna have more time for Allah, I want to go back for memorizing Quran.
I wanna start a new social morning life.
What I wish, is not to feel sorry or regretful about it .
Inshalla this will be on action at the beginning of next year.
1/1/2009 I will be officially unemployed! After 3 years and 9 month in service .
Confession:
I will really miss that routine!
Anyway it’s done now!
I have quitted!
Yes I did!
Why!!!
This is what I wanted to do long time ago, I’ve got enough stress, tension, and exhaustion, beside feeling bored toward it.
I need time to organize my life, before having our new member in the family :)
I need to stop running! I need to act in somehow slow emotion.
I need to take care of my better half, my new home, and myself!
I wanna have more time for Allah, I want to go back for memorizing Quran.
I wanna start a new social morning life.
What I wish, is not to feel sorry or regretful about it .
Inshalla this will be on action at the beginning of next year.
1/1/2009 I will be officially unemployed! After 3 years and 9 month in service .
Confession:
I will really miss that routine!
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
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