My 27th birthday had a new sense; it has never been so in the past years! On 19/12/2009 I was backward in time when I gave birth to Mariam, followed by replacing the characters with my mom & me; I imagined how mom has delivered me!
First thing I did when I woke up is telling mom how happy am I for her good health and Congratulations for her baby which is me!“Hamdolela 3ala salamtek, w mabrook ma ejake!” with a very nice flowers’ bouquet .
I shouldn’t celebrate me in this day; Instead I should celebrate mom, the one who got tired on that day, and who was the happiest one on earth to see me in her arms.
Happy birthday mom on my birthday, wish you all the best in this year :)
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Monday, October 12, 2009
Near Iraq Al Amir
I’m in love with this place!
I was there yesterday and the previous week!
I can’t believe it has taken 26 years to discover it :)
Water, trees, and table are all you need for a great lunch!
Even Mariam has enjoyed, she has kept staring at the running water and the moving leaves of the old trees.
Amman is really full of unknown places, such as “Estera7et Al Yanabee3” at Boussa near Iraq Al Amir.
I can’t believe it has taken 26 years to discover it :)
Water, trees, and table are all you need for a great lunch!
Even Mariam has enjoyed, she has kept staring at the running water and the moving leaves of the old trees.
Amman is really full of unknown places, such as “Estera7et Al Yanabee3” at Boussa near Iraq Al Amir.
It’s so humble but amazing. P.S. Bring your slippers when you go there!
Saturday, June 06, 2009
Escaping from Ameba!
How it dares to be inside you!
How it dares to fight your body!
How it dares to cause you pain!
How it dares!
Was it because of my fingers?
Was it because of my shirt?
Was it because of the bath?
Was it because of your tinny thumb?
Oh my little girl, I'm really sorry, I'm sure it's my fault in a way or another!
Oh Mariam, I know it hurts!
Mariam has got an Ameba :( even babies can't escape from Ameba in Amman!
Inshalla you'll get well soon.
How it dares to fight your body!
How it dares to cause you pain!
How it dares!
Was it because of my fingers?
Was it because of my shirt?
Was it because of the bath?
Was it because of your tinny thumb?
Oh my little girl, I'm really sorry, I'm sure it's my fault in a way or another!
Oh Mariam, I know it hurts!
Mariam has got an Ameba :( even babies can't escape from Ameba in Amman!
Inshalla you'll get well soon.
Monday, May 25, 2009
Welcome Mariam
She's between my arms now!
She's in touch with me …
She's a real …
She's in touch with me …
She's a real …
She's not a dream any more …
She's my daughter ...
She stares at me,
I think she knows me …
She listens carefully to me,
I think my voice reminds her when she was inside …
Oh, she surrounds her petit fingers around my huge index …
I have to go, I really miss her …
She stares at me,
I think she knows me …
She listens carefully to me,
I think my voice reminds her when she was inside …
Oh, she surrounds her petit fingers around my huge index …
I have to go, I really miss her …
Hamdolela on having you ...
Welcome to life Mariam
13/5/2009 8:50 PM
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Waiting You
Days are running so fast, and inshalla soon you'll be between my arms :)
Do you know something! I will miss you being inside, I’ll miss your kicks and other movements that I still wonder what were they!
Soon we'll be TWO, not ONE any more, soon we'll be separated once the physical connection is cut. But what I wish is not to cut our emotional one. I want to be more than a mom for you, I want to be your lover, your sister, your friend, and inshalla we'll enjoy our life together :)
Looking forward holding you.
Do you know something! I will miss you being inside, I’ll miss your kicks and other movements that I still wonder what were they!
Soon we'll be TWO, not ONE any more, soon we'll be separated once the physical connection is cut. But what I wish is not to cut our emotional one. I want to be more than a mom for you, I want to be your lover, your sister, your friend, and inshalla we'll enjoy our life together :)
Looking forward holding you.
with love,
rare
Monday, March 02, 2009
أنفاقنا و أنفاقهم
ما الفرق بين أنفاقنا و أنفاقهم؟
أليست كلها أنفاق!
أليست كلها أنفاق!
لماذا أنفاقنا ينقّب عليها و من ثم تُدّمر، وأنفاقهم ما زال البناء جاريا فيها.
لماذا أنفاقنا سرية ليس لهل شرعية، بينما أنفاقهم علنية وليست جريمة.
أنفاقنا هي الروح و الفخر و الحياة على الأرض،
أنفاقهم هي وهم وذل و مخطط تحت الأرض.
لماذا أنفاقنا سرية ليس لهل شرعية، بينما أنفاقهم علنية وليست جريمة.
أنفاقنا هي الروح و الفخر و الحياة على الأرض،
أنفاقهم هي وهم وذل و مخطط تحت الأرض.
أنفاقنا مبنية على الحق، أنفاقنا حقيقة الحياة ... في غزة.
أنفاقهم مبنية على باطل، أنفاقهم وهم مزعوم ... تحت القدس.
أنفاقنا رمز التحدي، و صراع الإغاثة. في بنائها فن العمار و سر البقاء،
أنفاقهم رمز الخوف، و إثبات الوجود. في بنائها نيّة الدمار و سلاح الجبناء.
كم من منفق يساعد أنفاقنا على أن تستمر في العطاء؟ لا أحد.
كم من منافق يقوّي أنفاقهم على الانتشار؟ كُثر.
لا نريد تهديم أنفاقهم، فذلك يعني انهيار ما فوقها، ما نريد هو إيقاف توغلها.
لا نريد تفجير أنفاقنا، فذلك يعني منع وصول أساسيات الحياة، ما نريد هو رفعها من تحت الأرض إلى فوقها.
ما الفرق بين أنفاقنا وأنفاقهم؟
لماذا أنفاقهم لا أنفاقنا؟
Friday, February 06, 2009
Cute Baby Girl
You are a little cute girl :) that's what the Dr. has told us after doing the 4D!
Hamdolela :) I'll gonna have a girl to grow with and to be my friend!
As for your name "Mariam" is the winner until now!
Your father is happy too, we are waiting you :)
Hamdolela :) I'll gonna have a girl to grow with and to be my friend!
As for your name "Mariam" is the winner until now!
Your father is happy too, we are waiting you :)
Feeling the First Kick!
Your first move was on 31/12/2008; my last working day!
I came home, without dropping any single tear in the office, saying good bye for all, and imagining I'll never be back as an employee this was really hard, but I did it, and I have held my breathe with my tears.
I reached home, and act normally as if nothing has happened; I don't wana think about t it! Then suddenly I started crying loudly, and I started losing my breathe away – actually from my first pregnancy day I used to have a loose in my breathe when acting with energy. I felt I was going to die, I have even said "el shahadaten" :)
Then Mhmdy calm me down, and I started to feel ok.
After all this, I have felt someone inside me kicking, as if telling me "Mammy, are you ok?", "Mammy I'm here". I've moved to cloud number 9, it was your first move my baby!
I came home, without dropping any single tear in the office, saying good bye for all, and imagining I'll never be back as an employee this was really hard, but I did it, and I have held my breathe with my tears.
I reached home, and act normally as if nothing has happened; I don't wana think about t it! Then suddenly I started crying loudly, and I started losing my breathe away – actually from my first pregnancy day I used to have a loose in my breathe when acting with energy. I felt I was going to die, I have even said "el shahadaten" :)
Then Mhmdy calm me down, and I started to feel ok.
After all this, I have felt someone inside me kicking, as if telling me "Mammy, are you ok?", "Mammy I'm here". I've moved to cloud number 9, it was your first move my baby!
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