I'm back :S

I don't know why I have said in the previous post "brb"!
I'm back now, it hasn't taken so much!

Actually my mother in law has passed away after two days of my wedding!
It was a shock! Although she was fighting cancer at the ICU during her last days.

Allah has chosen the best for her, & for us! Maybe it's not clear at the moment how it is the best! But days will show us! I hope this has made me a better wife! I've standed by my husband from the first days of our life together!

This is life, you can't get everything forever, & whatever you plan, it's not necessary to be applied successfully!

Mhmdy is getting better by days, I'm sure he'll be the strongest in order to help his sister & brother whom they live here.

We've canceled the honeymoon! & shortened our vacation! Inshalla Allah will give us something better soon!

I really loved my mother in law, I can't get that she'll not be a part of our coming life!

My Day

So! It’s tomorrow!
Can't believe it! Can't feel it!
Tomorrow is my wedding day! It's not my friend's, it's not my cousin's! It's MINE!
I don't know why I can't get it!

I'm feeling it is Eid day, maybe because I go shopping all the time!
I'm feeling it is a party that I should attend, maybe because I've got a dress!
Anyway I'm sure I'll get it when I hear the cars noises getting closer & closer!

As for that long list, you can say it is almost done; still there are many other luxuries things that I wish to have, but neither time nor money serve it!

I should go now; our home is full with my aunts & uncles who came from Palestine, to be near me in my day as they say! Again it's my day! MY DAY rare, can u get it!
Brb; about two weeks : )

Pleas give me prayers ….